I'm not really free to express my emotions here in social media, I am hindered by the people I love, To love someone so much that it hurts... so much that it kills you inside... So much that you can't put it into words... I can’t express my pain... I can’t even paint… No color can define how dark I feel right now… No amount of shade or hue… It’s a pain that you cannot find on the spectrum… ... Why is it so painful? To love someone too much… that you allow them to hurt you… And you forgive them anyway... and then getting away with it… I can feel my core droping it's temperature How can I possibly get out of this pain... I hope someone could help me... so this is how it feels... That the only way to end this pain is to end it all... I hope someone out there could read this… It’s easy to decipher these symbols But it’s not easy to understand this feeling… I love life… I love being happ...
The key to the simplicity of these words is in the complexity of your mind. . .